whats the point of blogging, when the days are bad, and the nights are sad.

seriously, births and deaths are such pain, even though they are before and after life, and they bring such emotions to those in between life.

i'm so stressed about everyone's lives and all. why cant we all just make things easier. its seriously not that hard. emotions, what are they? yes, it hurts. but, no one said it didnt.

let go. let live. why the hassle, why bother? who said you must be ruled by your heart? why suffer alone, like a one sided love affair, just that its pain instead. who let others live their life carefreely while hurting you? they dont care. they dont fucking give a damn. why do you? why SHOULD you?

use your head. rule yourself. who said you could allow yourself to be consumed by emotions and feelings? god created emotions for the weak, to be subdued by them. you pity yourself? why dispair?


fuck. i've hardened so much, i'll soon need a plug to keep my head bleeping, cos my heart wont be beating no more.